Wednesday, July 11, 2012

HURT #1


"It HURT most when you say something really comes from your heart..
And the respond makes your blood stop running for a moment"



Example : Owh..terharu nye. 
The solution :
If you have to face this kind of people, next time.. don't let your heart decide what to say.
If possible, think deeply before he/she deeply ruins you. Babai.

TRUE FACTS #2



Omaigosh #2



Kini kau tiada
Senafas pun ku perlu mencoba
Kau bawa pergi sebahagian dari jiwa raga

Bersendiri hidup umpama hilang erti
Bagaimanakah meneruskan hayat ini

Andai ku bercinta lagi suatu hari nanti
Tunjukkan di mana
Ruang hati untuknya yang masih belum kau huni?

Apabila tiba waktu bersemuka
Ku perlu pejamkan mata dan memaksa lafaz cinta
Dengan bayangmu di minda

Tiada pengganti bisa hadir dan mampu menyembuh
Rawan di hati meleraikan semangat ku runtuh

Bersendiri masa umpama tak beralih
Berapa lama lagi harus ku merintih

Andai ku bercinta lagi suatu hari nanti
Tunjukkan di mana
Ruang hati untuknya yang masih belum kau huni?

Apabila tiba waktu bersemuka
Ku perlu pejamkan mata dan memaksa lafaz cinta
Dengan bayangmu di minda

Malam tidak berpurnama
Fajar tiada kejora
Aku hilang di dalam gelita kalbu
Tanpa dirimu asaku mati


I heard this song is from TV3, cerita ape entah. Tiga hari cuti kerja sebab tak sihat.. So layan je lah tv kat rumah. Mula mula tak amik port lagu niyh, tapi bila dengar dalam kereta.. dalam angin aircond sepoi sepoi bahasa..jadi best pulak. Huhu.
So, How do you understand this songs ?

1. Kalau kita nak sewa rumah, tapi rumah tu dulu ada barang barang penyewa dulu tak amik, so boleh duduk kat ruang tamu je lah. Kat mana ade kosong.
 Eh ?

2. Tuan rumah, yang ada rumah available untuk di sewa. Tapi dalam rumah tu banyak barang, so dia kena tunjuk kan kat mana ade ruang lagi untuk di sewa. 

Which one is better.. never mind. I love both. ok, Thanks.. B)

Don't Stop Whats Make U Happy


The last entry i wrote about i'm going either to stop blogging or take a break.
You know what? None of them i will do!

Why you (of course i'm talking to my self and you) want to stop do sumthing that you like sooo much because sumone trying to blocking your smile ?

Efghijklmn!

Biasalah, kalau time kita rase down, buat ape pun rase takde semangat... Dengar lagu sedih, rase diri pathetic nyer life haku niyh. Haish haish.



Benda benda camniyh, semua amik mase untuk back to normal mood. Kan ?
So anyone yang ada rase down because of sumone or sumthin, SUMTHIN?
Yeah, eh.. bukan orang putus cinta jer rase down. Kalau ada hal lagi penting selain hal hal ni terjadi ?
Pun rase down kan.. So chill lah. God must have good reason  why He put u into this. Have a little patience then.
If you want to allow wounds transform you into sumone you are not, dats means.. you are LOSER.
Time will show you the way...you should believe and take.


In life, you will deal with 1001 things and things and things.. Just don't let yourself drowns on it.
Take care then.. Tata~ 

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

STOP or TAKE A BREAK


Hey guys,
I didn't know how many of you read my blog or maybe no one ever read it.
Ah-ha XD
So i just want to do an little update.
Maybe would be the last entry and update..
Maybe just maybe.

I love blogging so much.. it some kind of relieve.
I love to see my loveleyh banner of my blog.
My Atyesha name on it.
I'm feel like i'm talking to someone when i was typing.
Usually, when i'm sad.. yes it would be 1 entry pay for that sad.

But..recently i had so many unpleasant things happen in my life.
And of course.. i didn't like it.
I even don't want to think about it.


Oh ya.. i only had blog and you tube account. I do have Twitter but the password ? Yeah.. you better guess. I totally forget it..and i don't like tweeting actually.
Never thought about it.
Facebook? The 1st letter of  F really  F my life.  From the beginning until now.
I hate Facebook more than you hate your ex gf/bf. Haha.

So..for those who sometimes read my blog..
I'M SO SORRY...
I will take a break a while or maybe I will stop by now.
I really can't describe what kind of disappointment i had to face lately..
(shed my tears rite now)
It's not about i'm losing someone I love but its about..something more to me.
I'm losing myself... I feel defeated.

This feeling i used to be before.. When the first time my mom read my diary, (my age like 12 or something) then until now I never trust anyone. I know.. my mom have a right to read my diary..but it is just i don't like.
Then i'm crying that time to ask my mom stop reading my diary. Even nothing inside my diary.. its just a full variation of handwriting of my name..
No dark secret. No cursing.
How can i describe the feeling of sumthing that u don't want anyone trespassing on it?
Have u feel it ?


Ok, until then..
Have a great great great of take care..
If you are getting into exam or test or something with it, wish u  a very best of luck!

Bye bye~
Lovely, Atyesha.